Post by jakeis on Mar 19, 2022 11:59:48 GMT -5
hi i am jake. i've been considering changing my name because there are too many other jakes from nineteen ninety nine the last person i befriended two weeks ago told me that she knew four jakes and that i was the only good one, but the best jake i know was a jacob and we played outside in the snow every day and played against each other on opposing recreational soccer teams until he moved away in third grade i think then became mormon and moved away again and i think married very young but he has deleted his social media and i no longer have his number so i will never see him again. i havent met a bad jake but i have met so so many good jacobs like my coworker in sweden who used to help assemble collections of movies to supply to seed torrents. the name jake isn't obscure enough though its the least interesting thing about me i think or hope. send me name ideas even though a legal name change will take years of bureaucracy here i might move to a different country after graduation and take a new name and become a new me.
i grew up on forums - on superfuture and kanyetothe and reddit streetwear subreddit and music production ones i cant remember the names of and /mu/ and /fa/ - at night during years when my parents were to afraid to let me do anything but study so i had to find life online. mostly they left a bad impression on me because they showed me a world with lots of competition and antagonism and judgement and never taught me that most of the time the most important thing to do in life is support your friends. but they bullied and beat good taste into me ex cept for my mefiocre photos and i think good taste is the best skill to have and more important than any technical one. i love technology and my academic dream and goal is to let everyone understand their computers enough from first principles to glue things together and make a website.
i also love rambling, gonzo journalism, like joan didion or that dude who actually coined the term, i think hunter, and if you email me i will reply with a long winded email about that weekend's incredibly reckless decisions and emotional turmoil, because i do a lot of stupid things and have a lot of stupid feelings, though I'm still too afraid of confrontation to introduce more antagonism in my life but i really want more tension in my life and maybe even a hater that would make me feel cool and powerful.... .
anyways thank you for inviting me to this forum i love the colors and some of the buttons are really fun.
twitter.com/jakeissnt
instagram.com/jakeisnt
jake plus cloudy at isnt dot online
p. s. what is your favorite website that has nothing to do with technology and hasn't been touched in twenty or more years
i grew up on forums - on superfuture and kanyetothe and reddit streetwear subreddit and music production ones i cant remember the names of and /mu/ and /fa/ - at night during years when my parents were to afraid to let me do anything but study so i had to find life online. mostly they left a bad impression on me because they showed me a world with lots of competition and antagonism and judgement and never taught me that most of the time the most important thing to do in life is support your friends. but they bullied and beat good taste into me ex cept for my mefiocre photos and i think good taste is the best skill to have and more important than any technical one. i love technology and my academic dream and goal is to let everyone understand their computers enough from first principles to glue things together and make a website.
i also love rambling, gonzo journalism, like joan didion or that dude who actually coined the term, i think hunter, and if you email me i will reply with a long winded email about that weekend's incredibly reckless decisions and emotional turmoil, because i do a lot of stupid things and have a lot of stupid feelings, though I'm still too afraid of confrontation to introduce more antagonism in my life but i really want more tension in my life and maybe even a hater that would make me feel cool and powerful.... .
anyways thank you for inviting me to this forum i love the colors and some of the buttons are really fun.
twitter.com/jakeissnt
instagram.com/jakeisnt
jake plus cloudy at isnt dot online
p. s. what is your favorite website that has nothing to do with technology and hasn't been touched in twenty or more years